Some Thots

I am 27 this year, first time into work society fulltime, kinda a bit old haha, due to repeats from JC and Uni. 5 Mths into my job at Chartered, and I seen the worst of a job life, retrenchment(not me), pay cut(ya kana me) etc. I am not particularly sad abt the paycut, its my job scope I am more worried abt, what have I been doing these while, as a training supervisor, i do coordinating work to set up the training dept of a FAB. Actually most of the work done by my specialist and senior, basically I am still piggy bagging them, or rather, they can actually do the job without me. Thats why i feel a bit redundant. My boss also knows I am very free, he always try to console me by saying, I am not demoralising you, I am preparing you to become the real Manufacturing Engineer. Ok, he is a good boss, thats why it keeps me going. But when u are free, u tend to think a lot. Thot of taking up part time tutioning at tution centre, thot of buying car, thot of committing into bowling, thot of this of that. Do those old guys who slogged it out so many years also faced the same shit when they step into workforce? I am reading Warren Buffet biography right now, his young age is so happening! because he is doing wat he likes! What do I like? I dont have the answer right now.............. what do I like, enjoy? I will give this some thots and blog abt it again... goodnight.